Sex & Anger

Last night was a strange night. By which I mean, it was raining really heavily, with a lot of thunder. Since we live on the 8th floor in our Singapore condo, it was very loud.

I had a series of dreams that were quite disturbing. I shall describe them the best I can, in no particular order.

In one of the dreams, there was a form of sexual orgy. But it wasn't one of those sexual dreams that turn you on, you know where you wake up all wet, this was just disturbing. There were several people in the dream and I was one of the participants.

Another dream was about Yogi. We were having a conversation with this group of people and Jamuna (Udayan's Fiancee) was there. In the dream she was telling Abid about me "Oh she is quite innocent." Abid's reply was quite sarcastic. He said "of you think she is innocent. Actually she is damaged, like one of those goods that have been passed around and no one wants. She's like that girl...." And he named a girl whose name starts with S (can't remember the name). He said this in my presence and I was quite upset that he would day this about me. In the next sequence of the dream, I was beating his head on the floor and then I was kissing him and crying "Baby, how can you talk like that about me? How can you say these things about me to other people?"

In the 3rd dream, I was wearing a towel after a bath and we were back in the Wadala house in Bombay. I cross over to the neighbours to change/bathe and I see that there is some construction going on. So I come back to our door and I see a girl who tells me "Yash is downstairs". I say to the girl "Oh you are Namrata!" and I am thinking to myself, she looks different. She looks like my friend Namrata who used to by our neighbour (I've lost touch with her long time ago), except in the dream she looks much younger. Then I look down the stairs and I see there are workers there who are looking up at me, wearing my white towel. Definitely strange.

In between all these dreams, I think I dreamt of Rinku Didi as well, but not very sure. Yogi Bear told me that he had dreamt that he was having a big fight with Atul Ketkar. I think he and I are very connected, to the extent of having disturbing dreams on the same night.

That's LOVE : )